Beatboxxxx <3
7 things about me:
1. I have no clue why someone would ever like me.
2. I’ve never eaten meat in my whole life. Unbelievable.
3. I can unwrap a starburst in my mouth.
4. I’m a sucker for any rap/hip hop with strings or piano in the background.
5. My favorite color is light blue.
6. I rarely (if ever) have boyfriends or girlfriends.
7. I sleep on the couch even though I have a perfectly lovely bed because ever since I saw Paranormal Activity, I don’t trust bedrooms.
6 things to do:
1. Bleach my hair.
2. Stop smoking so much weed.
3. Win the lotto and use my money on wardrobes and plane tickets.
4. Lose weight.
5. Get a job.
6. Learn how to skate well.
5 favourite things:
1. Sleep.
2. My phone.
3. My friends.
4. Nail polish.
5. Urban Outfitters.
4 things to look forward to:
1. Getting my permit.
2. Seeing Jessica, if that ever happens.
3. Getting a little older.
4. Being blonde.
3 things to win your heart:
1. A love for hip hop (NWA, Cypress Hill, Schooly D)
2. Blonde hair.
3. Light eyes.
2 years:
1. 2006
2. 1997
1 wish:
1. A plane ticket.
I will literally marry you if you do this for me.
I know that the best thing would be to just leave. Almost die from sorrow, but then it would be over. But I can’t do that. People say that it will take time, but that everything will be fine again soon. Because that’s what they always say. But I don’t know. I can’t cease to love you just like that and forget all my feelings. Sometimes I feel fine and really think that I am really beginning to get over you. But then I sort of give up and get stuck even though I mean to move on and when I notice that, that it’s the same now as before, that the longing won’t subside, it feels like the only thing I’m managing to do is to sort of wear the feelings out. Letting time pass and hope and mourn and hope and mourn until they disappear out of sheer exhaustion. It would be so sad if it ended like that. But right now it seems like this is the only direction I can possibly go.
